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My hand, trembling slightly, finally pushed the doorbell. The sound echoed in the quiet street, each chime amplifying the frantic beat of my heart. A moment stretched into an eternity. Had she moved? Was I at the wrong address? Just as despair threatened to overwhelm me, the door slowly creaked open. There she was. Not in her crisp café uniform, but in casual clothes, her hair perhaps a little less perfectly styled, her eyes showing a hint of weariness. Yet, despite the obvious fatigue etched around her eyes, a familiar, gentle smile bloomed on her face as she recognized me. It was a profound moment of relief, mixed with a stark, almost painful realization. Standing on her doorstep, seeing her in her own world, I understood with a jolt how incredibly little I actually knew about her life beyond the café counter. My carefully constructed image of her, my internal narrative of her as a surrogate daughter, suddenly felt flimsy, built on assumptions and my own unmet needs. It was an uncomfortable, humbling truth. But then, a gesture, so simple yet so deeply characteristic, eased the knot of nerves in my stomach. Just as she always had at the café, she gestured for me to come in, her voice soft and welcoming, offering the very same comfort and hospitality that had initially drawn me to her. That invitation, that small act of unburdened kindness, felt like a lifeline extended once more, pulling me back from the brink of awkward apprehension.
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